04.27.04
I’m going to ask you to forgive me for getting sentimental in advance. If it bothers you, don’t read this entry, lol.
I love you all so much. Even though none of you will read this, at least not here, (which is for the better because you’ve all probably cried enough already, and if not I’ve cried enough to cover you.) I just want to say how much I care about you. We’ve shared more than worship, more than meals, more than tears, more than laughter, more than games of dodgeball. We’ve shared love, and that makes us family. Tonight marks the beginning of the end, and though I will see all of you again, I know that the time is very dear. I wish I knew each of you better.
Lord, let me never hesitate to have my heart broken again and again. Though it hurts it is a pain that is so sweet and so good it could only come from You. You have shown me just a peek of what a family should be. Help me to apply this to my life in whatever ways I can.
Rebecca you say have fun, and your heart is sincere. I say ‘you too.’ Jesus Christ conquered death and hell and all the powers of darkness in three days, and He has three days and forty minutes to work for you as I write this. Don’t fold just yet. I believe that the desire of your heart is not to no end. But if He doesn’t open this door for you now, I want you to know that I will have fun. I’ll enjoy the hell out of it for you. This one’s for you, Rebecca.
lol. this is why no one comments on my blog. i either remove my posts, post defective ascii art, or post things for people who don’t read my blog. but that’s okay, because since my isp chose to block haloscan, i’m not sure i could read them if you did leave any. :)
~J4(k4L